Today I basically did twice the work, because I skipped yesterday. The exercise was to list three old enemies of your creative worth, but because I am trying to experience this from all aspects I chose five people that have been the enemies of my self worth as a whole. The exercise for the following day was to write one horror story, but instead, I wrote a short synopsis for each of these five people, on how they caused me so much pain, and how they have been so destructive to my self worth and creative worth. It was interesting because I saw some things I did not realize, and some parallels between the people and their actions and mine. It was kind of exhausting. It was definitely worth it, though. I feel like maybe this really could help me feel better. The morning pages were super difficult this morning, but I used the block to write my affirmations. On the plus side, I have this very cute puppy to cuddle and love, and I couldn't help making this sketch of her.